Favourite

Yesterday, I had recently discovered that Butch Walker is coming out with a new CD! I'm pretty sure it's called, "I liked it better when you had no heart". Ha, that man's witty. I only know about 7 songs, but those 7 are enough to make him one of my favourite artists. He has originality that I adore and lyrics that absolutely capture my heart. There are other songs that have the same concept/idea as some of his, but he just puts it in other words, and he fills in the missing pieces to describe how I'm feeling. Artists (that you can't necessarily call them artists) are bringing back pieces of old songs and adding something catchy to it, but Butch writes all of his songs and personalizes the melody to his own liking.

It's so hard to find his CD's other than looking online.. :(

http://butchwalker.com/

Daily Dose of Hanna

I'm starting to finally get more sleeping hours, but as soon as I get home, I crash and take a 2 hour nap. The feeling of being able to take a nap freely when you don't have tons of homework due the next day is amazing. Lately, I have been actually doing homework without all the procrastination, but then again, the semester has just started and we're only doing easy stuff.

Highlight of today: math class. Our unit is basically on logical problems, which is pretty easy. We had a test today, that I whizzed through effortlessly. Some of the questions were pretty humorous and made me smile. They either started with Britney Spears, Mr. Big Spender, Hannah Montana, and then the problem. To top it all off, the last question was a sudoku puzzle. For a second, I thought I was doomed since I made the BIGGEST mistake, but I erased it all and started over again. I finished it in about 5 minutes. And I was the first to finish the quiz, and after 20 minutes another person had finished. I felt incredible. (:

Ventilation

Family Day.

The year family day came out, my family was falling apart. The people who came up with this moronic holiday didn't think of all the different types of families out there? The ones who were struggling, or falling apart? If they intended for us to appreciate what we had, how could we do that when we were so caught up in something we didn't have.

I'm 90% mended from my parent's separation, but this holiday to me, is just another day off.

hoping for the best, but expecting the worst

Let me tell you about my...

Physical being: Horrible
Mood: Pleased
Day: Quite wonderful

And I shall elaborate on each of the above...

Physical Being: Horrible... I had a sneezing frenzy for about 5 to 10 minutes. My eyes created a river because they were so watery. It was absolutely frustrating. Now, my entire nose is stuffed-not just one nostril, but two-both of them.

Mood: Pleased... I'm pleased with everything. Everything but my physical being, but that's okay.

Day: Quite wonderful... Today made up for last night's state of confusion I was in. It was nice to spend some quality time with someone you truly care about so much.

P.S. I learned how to play Fifteen by Taylor Swift, Smoke on the Water by Deep Purple, and Wonderwall by Oasis! I've come a long way from Guitar Hero and Rockband, yes!

and for once, it's reality.

Family, a couple of arguments every now and then, no big deal.

Friends, Why do I sense a bit of tension? I can feel myself slowly drifting away... I need a little downtime with the girls.

School, exams. I know I should be pushing myself further, but the motivation isn't there. This sucks.

Love, oh what a story to go along with that.

amazing (adj.)
1.inspiring awe or admiration or wonder

I must say, 'amazing' would probably be one of the words that has been used the most in some of my conversations. Even though I may have used it numerous times, it hasn't ceased to lose its meaning.
What is beyond amazing? My vocabulary only contains so many words, that I can't find a word greater than amazing, but I just need it these days.
Everything is so wonderful, and amazes me, and I'm seeing so many different things in a whole new perspective.
Who ever knew I could feel this way... It was so out of the blue. I thought all hope was gone, and there he came in my life when I needed someone to talk to.
Did I know it was going to unravel into this? No.
I struggle to find words to describe this phenomenal boy, he just completes me. So many times, I've poured out my emotions in tears, because I thought there was the slightest chance of losing him. But with his reassurance, I wipe it all away, and soon enough, a smile emerges on my face.
I'm truly hoping that this isn't all a dream, that will vanish when I wake up. But no, it's reality. It's all so surreal.

On the contrary

Why yes. I had to Google up what "contrary" meant.

Here it is. The big day.

"How does it feel to be 15?" "Are you excited?" "What are you doing for the big day?"

The answer is: No different than the last day of being 14, no, and nothing. Well.. ice cream cake with the gal pals!

I guess my fantasy plan for my birthday was to make it a birthday weekend fest bonanza... well, I guess that didn't happen, because here I am, at home writing on my Blog.

The feeling when it all just comes naturally, when your hopes are too high for you to even be cautious anymore... I've been living the dream.

But then comes the after part, when it all starts crumbling down, you lose the hope.. and the fearlessness you once had, is gone.

I just let myself go (and I'm not even talking weight-wise), I jumped into the waters after hesitating for the longest time, but now I'm drowning.

I should've known before I set myself up for disappointment.

Have a wonderful birthday Hanna Reyes.

Cause when you're fifteen...

Exactly one more week til I turn 15!
And since I had posted a Christmas Wish List, I will make a birthday wish list.

Here it goes...

1. Adidas/Bench/TNA Sweater













2. Lululemon Pants







3. Snuggie!









4. Talula or Red Olympic Mitts









5. iPod Speakers





















6. Starbucks Gift Card
















7. Jewelery [long necklaces & earrings preferably]
















8. MONEY!
















9. Belts
















10. Camera