Here it is. The big day.
"How does it feel to be 15?" "Are you excited?" "What are you doing for the big day?"
The answer is: No different than the last day of being 14, no, and nothing. Well.. ice cream cake with the gal pals!
I guess my fantasy plan for my birthday was to make it a birthday weekend fest bonanza... well, I guess that didn't happen, because here I am, at home writing on my Blog.
The feeling when it all just comes naturally, when your hopes are too high for you to even be cautious anymore... I've been living the dream.
But then comes the after part, when it all starts crumbling down, you lose the hope.. and the fearlessness you once had, is gone.
I just let myself go (and I'm not even talking weight-wise), I jumped into the waters after hesitating for the longest time, but now I'm drowning.
I should've known before I set myself up for disappointment.
Have a
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