and for once, it's reality.

Family, a couple of arguments every now and then, no big deal.

Friends, Why do I sense a bit of tension? I can feel myself slowly drifting away... I need a little downtime with the girls.

School, exams. I know I should be pushing myself further, but the motivation isn't there. This sucks.

Love, oh what a story to go along with that.

amazing (adj.)
1.inspiring awe or admiration or wonder

I must say, 'amazing' would probably be one of the words that has been used the most in some of my conversations. Even though I may have used it numerous times, it hasn't ceased to lose its meaning.
What is beyond amazing? My vocabulary only contains so many words, that I can't find a word greater than amazing, but I just need it these days.
Everything is so wonderful, and amazes me, and I'm seeing so many different things in a whole new perspective.
Who ever knew I could feel this way... It was so out of the blue. I thought all hope was gone, and there he came in my life when I needed someone to talk to.
Did I know it was going to unravel into this? No.
I struggle to find words to describe this phenomenal boy, he just completes me. So many times, I've poured out my emotions in tears, because I thought there was the slightest chance of losing him. But with his reassurance, I wipe it all away, and soon enough, a smile emerges on my face.
I'm truly hoping that this isn't all a dream, that will vanish when I wake up. But no, it's reality. It's all so surreal.