inspiration & perspiration go hand in hand

"It's 2 am, feeling like I just lost a friend." - Breathe, Taylor Swift

Actually, it was about 5 pm, when I felt like I lost a friend. She became a best friend, and I foolish thought that, that would never change.
But, right before my eyes, we both drifted apart.. slowly, but surely. I look back on the beginning of this mishap, and what did I do to stop it? Nothing.
I guess the mutuality was clear, "if she didn't say hi, neither would I." or "I don't know you anymore.." "Neither do I."
I wanted a way to just BREAK THE ICE. I want to just take a hammer, and break what ever is in between us. I really do.
And if by any chance you're reading this, I miss the way things used to be...

Inspiration and... Perspiration?

Luckily, this blog contains no traces of perspiration. Words that rhyme in a sentence always make it better, don't you think?

This was MY inspiration to start up a blog:

"This is for every person who has held hope in finding love, and holding onto one person for too long even after all the heartbreak; hoping that there will come a time when that person could realize how much you want to love them and give that to you in return."

It touched me, because for some weird reason, I can fully relate. Just when you feel like the flame in your heart is out, you shelter & ignite the flame once again. sometimes the feeling of rejection, just makes you want to give up and walk away, but you never know...right?


I haven't walked away yet. I still have hope..sadly.